sooooooooo, life it can be hell, it can be great, it can be what ever. but ultimately life is what you want it to be so if you spend the time dwelling in the past or the let down that life give us to prove that were strong. you do not really grasp how great life can truly be. I know I am optimistic but at the same time i been through the let down and kicked when I am already down and i say this if you allow your self to think the worse in every situation you life is going to be the worse so be optimistic or at least try to be.